I’ve always wanted to be fitter, slimmer and lighter. But I never could seem to do it after all these years. I came close and then something always happens, and my resolve fizzles.
I think I found out why last year. The reason I couldn’t stick to it was because I wanted it for others — for them to be impressed, to find me attractive, to feel good from mass acceptance and approval. To fit into the definition of what a strong, attractive and desired man would be. Yeah, it was pretty dumb and shallow I know. 😜
